Personally i think technique was the start of new order’s decline but this sub seems to really love it. Republic would have been fire if it was an instrumental album imo. Spooky kinda slaps. I’ve listened to music complete once and i think it’s actually a pretty solid album but i’ll have to give it another listen.

Since I was 18 (the first time I smoke weed), I always experienced pain in my chest, I felt my heart beating fast and a strange sensation as if my chest was on fire.
After my first experience feeling all of this, I started having panic attacks (without smoking marijuana) at 19 I ended up in a hospital because I felt like I was going to die of a heart attack, I had no idea what anxiety attacks or panic attacks were.
Now I am 23 years old and I had not smoked marijuana for a long time, because all of the multiple experiences I had.
10 days ago i buy some weed, i want to give it another try, I was alone in my department watching a movie, what could go wrong?
So… This time, was the worst of all, I felt how my heartbeat started to increase, little by little I started to feel my chest on fire again and I panicked
I started to cry, it felt so real, I felt stupid to go back to smoking again considering what I had been through before, I felt that now I could die of a heart attack.
I checked with my Apple Watch my heartbeat per minute and it was 205.
I took a bath with cold water to see if it would calm me down, but everything started to increase, I felt my heart beating stronger and I started to think bad things, remembering things from my past, as if my mind wanted to torture me.
At that moment I realized that if I stretched my left arm I no longer felt the fire in my chest and I only felt the effects of the marijuana, or if I hit my chest it "reduced" it.
I realized that even though I had 180- 205 beats per minute my body did not “shake” and I could keep my arm extended without shaking, it was very strange to me, because normally some one with tachycardia shakes a lot
Then I started an internal talk with myself, that maybe what was happening to me was what I feel, always inside of me I am sad and everything I do is wrong but on the outside I always have an “smile” with the people around me, like if nothing wrong with me. (I know maybe this is dumb but at that moment make sense lol)
I get out of the shower and I keep feeling the palpitations and the ”fire” in my chest, I start to breathe, wishing I would never feel it again.
It's been 10 days and again I started having sudden panic attacks and anxiety, I was not afraid of death, but after experiencing something like this now I’m SUPER scared.
Thanks to this I'm exercising and changing some bad habits in my life
this was the WORST experience of my entire life.
(Sorry for my English :( i hope i’ve made myself clear)

So, I'm 26, was just diagnosed earlier this year, yada yada, familiar story, right? Anyways, so I was just responding to another post and it brought up a memory. So my family has always liked to travel. We would go on family vacations every year to places far and wide. We live in Ontario and we drove to Florida several times over March break.
Anyway, I got attached to places pretty quickly. After we went somewhere once, I would want to go there again. My mom noted this and mentioned it at one point, because I think we were planning a trip and I was like, we should go to this one place we've been to before! And she was like, but we want to go somewhere new. She remarked that she had noticed that I wanted to go back to the same places all the time, but that wasn't what the rest of my family wanted to do. And to me this made no sense, because we knew that certain places were nice. So why wouldn't we go back? Now obviously it makes sense to me, because I was now familiar with the places because we had been there and the unknown is kind of scary, so given that, it makes sense and I wanted to go back, because I knew what to expect.
I also eventually realized that I didn't like vacationing with my family, because their vacation style is, as you might have realized by now, quite different. They want to go to different places all the time, which again, I'm not saying I don't like variety, but they would also do it on a rapid fire pace. It would be too much new stuff, far too quickly, and I'm not exaggerating when I say that these people could literally go from early morning to late night without stopping. I need downtime during the day. In fact, if we go hard from the morning, I need a nap in the afternoon so that I can be functional for the evening. I always felt like kind of a burden, because the rest of my family didn't need this, and I was off and slowing things down by insisting that I take some time to rest, but I know now that my body was telling me that I couldn't keep up that pace.
I actually thought I disliked traveling itself for quite a while and now that I've had the chance to do some traveling by myself, or go exploring with friends who are similar in terms of energy to me, I realized that it's not traveling unnecessarily dislike, it's too much change at too quick of a pace and not being able to take the time I need to rest. I've also realized that I need to leave my comfort zone in stages. So, maybe I go somewhere new, but I eat at the same fast food restaurants I would eat at home, or stay at a chain of hotel that I'm already somewhat familiar with. I try to build in as little uncertainty as I can, which might mean taking a more expensive flight or something like that, but I'm well aware that if I tried to cut corners and then something happened like my flight got rescheduled to a day later, that would throw off all of my plans and I'm not sure the ensuing meltdown would be worth the savings.
Anyways, thank you if you read all that, and hopefully somebody can relate! :) Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to continue planning for my camping trip, in the same place that I'm probably going to happily stay at for the next several years, lol.

hey there, I'm looking for people I can get along with and be myself around. a little about me, I'm 24 years old, I enjoy videogames and I go on walks often, and I have a cat. I don't watch movies but wouldn't mind watching one with a friend! same with tv shows although I have seen the office more times than I could count as well as the king of queens. I do suffer from severe anxiety so if that bothers you then no worries! if you're still reading this and interested in being friends then send me a chat, the password is muffins. hope to hear from you soon :D

Hello old friends,
It has been so many years on this journey (over 10 now if you can believe it) and your mod team appreciates every single day alongside you, however a situation has come about involving reddit's decision to suspend free access to their API and, in turn, we as a mod team feel there is no option but to join in a general strike scheduled for June 12th, 2023.
As of now, 2951 participating subreddits have joined the movement to the tune of over 1.4 billion users represented.
With that said; /conspiracy is a unique subreddit with a unique history - born out of Spez's strange desire to keep 9/11 content out of /worldnews, this space has come to replace /reddit.com over the past decade as one of the last bastion's of mostly-free expression on the platform (as you've noticed, we have no tolerance for bigotry and will ban you instantly for it).
That ability to exist in an otherwise hostile reddit ecosystem has been possible because of the hard work of so many people over the past decade;
Amos_quito (this man is a superhero. Amos is our beating heart and perhaps one of the sole reasons this subreddit is still alive. I cannot express in words my appreciation and love for a man who has, despite my own personal failings, always been a mentor when I needed one most.)
user_name13 (this man stepped up as our top mod after two failed partisan coups and has helped keep an authentic vision for this community alive through it all).
myself (I'm just me, but damn it if I don't care about this place. I gave over 10 years of my life to help protect this place from ideological subversion, coups and bad-faith attempts to get it banned. Through it all, I loved every minute of it. You all helped me find a home and grow up into a man I respect).
Ambiguously_Ironic (thank you for always being there when a voice of reason was needed and thank you for always popping up to help when asked)
ShellOilNigeria (thank you so much, Shell, for always sticking around to answer messages from your co-mods even as life evolved on your end through so much).
sabremesh (thank you for always voicing your perspective and serving alongside your co-mods in an honorable manner)
balthanos (thank you for your skills, diplomacy and kindness over the years to so many of your colleagues)
creq (thank you for taking a stand on principle when the /technology mods censored Aaron's name entirely from their subreddit and, in turn, joining our mod team to defend the integrity of reddit as a platform. Whereever you are, be well).
dino (Thank you for taking a stand the way you did to stop a right wing coup of this subreddit. You never should have been removed as a mod and we all owe you an apology).
mastigia (thank you for always participating in discussions and helping as you could)
dhylan (thank you for joining the mod team during a difficult period and sticking it out through thick and thin. It has been an honor to get to know you and hear your amazing stories).
celinehagbard (thank you, CH, for creating the bot which has allowed so much of this subreddit to function over recent years.
Mr_dong (you're where it all started, Mr_dong, our guiding star and voice of reason from day 1. We all miss you terribly but we know you're happy keeping an eye on our skies for UFO's.)
...and so many others, thank you for helping us over the years.
Thank you, as well, to you the users who have worked so tirelessly to keep this space authentic to its purpose of open discussion. Reddit's original principles continue to exist among us dinosaurs and everyone involved knows it.
How this protest involving the API on June 12th is going to play out is unclear. The admins may ban us all or they may back down. Only time will tell.
If they do take us all out for this general strike, it has been an honor folks.
Please love each other, remember to be compassionate and never forget the human on the other side of the screen.
Also, here's one final fuck you to TMOR (a subreddit that started as a right wing group with a name mocking those who are mentally disabled). We made it, you assholes never stopped us.
Peace, love and God bless,
The /conspiracy mod team

What's Going On?

A recent Reddit policy change threatens to kill many beloved third-party mobile apps, making a great many quality-of-life features not seen in the official mobile app permanently inaccessible to users.
On May 31, 2023, Reddit announced they were raising the price to make calls to their API from being free to a level that will kill every third party app on Reddit, from Apollo to Reddit is Fun to Narwhal to BaconReader.
Even if you're not a mobile user and don't use any of those apps, this is a step toward killing other ways of customizing Reddit, such as Reddit Enhancement Suite or the use of the old.reddit.com desktop interface .
This isn't only a problem on the user level: many subreddit moderators depend on tools only available outside the official app to keep their communities on-topic and spam-free.

What's The Plan?

On June 12th, many subreddits will be going dark to protest this policy. Some will return after 48 hours: others will go away permanently unless the issue is adequately addressed, since many moderators aren't able to put in the work they do with the poor tools available through the official app. This isn't something any of us do lightly: we do what we do because we love Reddit, and we truly believe this change will make it impossible to keep doing what we love.
The two-day blackout isn't the goal, and it isn't the end. Should things reach the 14th with no sign of Reddit choosing to fix what they've broken, we'll use the community and buzz we've built between then and now as a tool for further action.

What can you do?

Complain. Message the mods of /reddit.com, who are the admins of the site: message reddit: submit a support request: comment in relevant threads on /reddit, such as this one, leave a negative review on their official iOS or Android app- and sign your username in support to this post.
Spread the word. Rabble-rouse on related subreddits. Meme it up, make it spicy. Bitch about it to your cat. Suggest anyone you know who moderates a subreddit - but please don't pester mods you don't know by simply spamming their modmail.
Boycott and spread the word...to Reddit's competition! Stay off Reddit entirely on June 12th through the 13th- instead, take to your favorite non-Reddit platform of choice and make some noise in support!
Don't be a jerk. As upsetting this may be, threats, profanity and vandalism will be worse than useless in getting people on our side. Please make every effort to be as restrained, polite, reasonable and law-abiding as possible.
 

To start off with, you need some background info. Growing up, I was very different from my family. I was there opposite in many ways and I think they still see me as a lazy little boy because I didn’t like physical stuff and sports growing up but my siblings did, especially my brother. I (M) am 22 freaking years old, a point my family brings up often but they don’t treat me like it. I met my fiancé (f23) in high school and our relationship grew from there. A few years later, we go to different colleges. She goes to a cheaper but very good college. I got to a college my family recommended but was very expensive. I go for two years and both years I try for the PTA program but don’t make it each time. I figure since twice is probably enough, I decided to switch colleges and majors. I choose to go to my fiancés college because a) it’s cheaper than $8,000 for a semester and b) my fiancé is there. At first, my family is very against it. My father calls me a “dumbass” for wanted to transfer and I try to them that one of my reason is for saving money. Anyway, I eventually transfer there and become a biology major and it’s great. My family saves money, I even get some money back from my tuitions and grants.
Well, two years later my fiancé graduates, but I don’t. After she graduates, she immediately starts looking for a job. She can’t find any except for a small, family owned business. She looks into it and the pay isn’t very good and there are hardly any benefits to go with it. We can’t stay up there for much longer because I didn’t have a job either for the summer (because I was a student worker). Eventually, my family offers us their outdoor kitchen and it’s a shithole. But we clean it up and make it our little shithole and it’s not great but that’s ok. Anyway, after we move, we both start looking for jobs because my fiancé and I decided that I should take a break from college for a bit and try to get a job so I can save money. So I start looking for jobs. Fiancé gets a job at the parish library as IT, because that was apart of her degree. But I can’t find one. I applied to many places and none of them responded back to me. Well I apply for the library too. I don’t get a full time position but according to my family, they aren’t charging us rent for the outdoor kitchen but they did say that if I don’t get a job, they would kick us out. Well I get the library job but it’s not good enough. They bring up “we aren’t charging you rent, but you need to make the most money you can”.
Well dad has a friend that works in an internet and cabel company as a manager. Dad sente up the interview and I go to get him out my ass. Well I get hired and it’s physical work, great. I decided I would give it a chance and I honestly tried. I gave it about a month. Well in that month, the guy who’s friends with my dad, let’s call him Grain, calls my dad and tells him that I take awhile climbing up the ladder (and please keep in mind that o have hardly ever climbed ladders before). Well dad calls me when I’m on my way home and says “what’s going on with the ladder?” and I’m like “what do you mean?” That’s when I find out Grain called him. I tell dad that I’m fine. Well, a little later, I have to give my work truck to someone else so that they can have a truck to use and I go with them to observe them. Since im not driving, I figured it wouldn’t be a problem if I played on my phone. Well, yesterday I was with a guy(Chad) and we had just finished our last job when another worker(Jay) was pulling in behind us. Jay asked Chad want the problem was at the customers house and Chad told him. Well Jay had come to work on a mode just a little further down so he continues on. Well Chad and I get back in the truck and Chad follows Jay and parks by him. Chad grabs none of his tools, doesn’t even say anything when he gets out the truck. And Jay is still on the ground, setting up his ladder to climb the poll. I stay in the truck because I figured they were just talking. I was keeping an eye on them just in case so I could get out and help if they needed it but nope. Chad gets back in the truck not five mine later and we leave. We head back to the office and as I’m putting my stuff up, Grain say he wants to go talk in his office. I finish and go meet him.
Apparently Chad and Jay told him that I didn’t get out the truck and stayed there to play on my phone. I guess that was a mistake on my part but oh well I guess. Anyway, I tell Grain my side of the story and his words were “it’s ok, there’s no hard feelings” he then ask me if I like my job and I tell him that it’s not really for me but it’s ok. It’s something I could do for a bit, but not something I want my end profession to be. He says ok and that’s that or so I thought. Well, Grain tells dad what happened because they are best buddies and dad freaking lays into me. Telling me how I’m lazy, how I have a pussy, how if he hears that I’m on my phone again he’s going to break it. Now dad wants me to apologize to Grain because apparently he’s the only reason I haven’t been fired even though there is another guy that wants to take my place (even thought there are only 4 techs, including me, covering 1,000 people) and that Grains supervisor wants me gone. According to dad, if I quit or get fired, he kicks us to the curb.
So idfk what to do here. I talked it over with my fiancé and she thinks that I shouldn’t apologize but that I should acknowledge that I made a mistake. But I’m sure that if I don’t apologize, Grain gonna go crying back to dad and then I’m get it.
Any advice is helpful. Thank you.

I agree with DICE about assault rifles in BF2042 were behaving like laser beams in full auto fire mode. I also agree with DICE about players were abusing this mechanic to engage and kill enemies at larger distances than in previous instances of the franchise (although poor map design also has a lot to do with this). I also agree with DICE about adding bullet spread, when done correctly, could help reduce this type of abuse.
However I think adding bullet spread to the AC-42 was unjustified and unnecessary for several reasons:

• AC-42 it is not a normal assault riffle. It does not have full auto mode, but either a 3-round or 1-roun burst modes. Therefore is no possible to spray and pray with this weapon.
• AC-42's cadence is too low to be suitable for close quarters combat whereas bullet drop is OK. Therefore the natural way of using this weapon is for medium to large engage distances.
• AC-42 is a niche weapon, used by few and therefore not being widely (ab)used by the player base. Unlike previous cases such as the PP-29, PKP-BP or BSV-M, or like current cases such as the RM68, there weren't across the board complains from the community against the AC-42, yet it got severely nerfed in a previous season update, so further nerfs were not necessary.

Up until now you may or may not agree with me and my subjective reasons, but there is one last objective reason I find impossible to refute: If DICE wanted to reduce the abuse of assault rifles in full auto fire mode, then why did they also added the bullet spread to the AC-42 while in single-round fire mode?. This to me is a total mess up from DICE!.
Thanks for coming to my TED talk. You all have a good day :)

i am stupidly coming to dubai when the air is fire. looking for hotel recommendations that have immaculate air conditioning (18 degrees and under would be fab) and that have a range of options for entertaining on site or very very close by
only pro is that it is looking cheap in july so all suggestions welcome

hello i should happen to me it happened years ago episode of ruggrats
it was pretty normal i noticed that ruggrats on Monday they came into the living room
the show started the title of the episode Everything Ends no nothing ever the episode started with Angelia watching the TV when an ad for a gun shop
gorge guns is now open we got guns snipers and rocket launchers hunt for animals come down to gorge guns
it was in confused why would put something in the g rated TV show number of times it is just too far
what the fuck did Chucky say the screen faded out and came back to the gun shop it was the scene
gorge:what guns did you want
Chucky:i will take rpg 7
gorge:rocket launcher what are going to do with it demolish the apartment building down
Chucky:no i am going to kill the friend
gorge:i made mistake with the commercial so if you want that i'm not give it to you
Chucky:GIVE ME THE FUCKING ROCKET LAUNCHER
Chucky pounced on gorge he took a chainsaw and chopped gorge's testicles causing him to die of blood the blood didn't look like that it looked cartoon like hyper animated Chucky stormed out of the store and fades to black
the scene back to the park it looked creepy tree and grass were dead and house was spouting fire Chucky opened the door he had blood on his face Angelia down the stairs he ran outside and took out the rocket launcher aimed the rocket he pressed the trigger the rocket hit the house Angelia was struck by a missile his blood and guts are animated who laughed in a demonic tone
Tom ran out of the room i told him back to the episode Chucky was in rampage he fire rockets everywhere Chucky aimed the rocket launcher at Tom's apartment the building exploded Tom's dead body next to the Chucky said in a demonic voice
this universe is done everything is destroyed i destroy it all hail satan up with your universe he pointed at the viewer you are the one watching the episode will be dead very soon remember this everything is ends i turn the TV off i ran to my room
then the voice spoke
I GOT HIM AND NOW I'M COMING TO GET YOU
i knew episode with the DVD it is seen by the human eyes
APARTMENT IS STRIKE AGAIN
he read the article there was the killer on the rocket launcher it was safety for the wild animals he destroys the apartments
i just don't find our plan

I’m struggling to understand how the simulation works in NCAA 12. I sim every game week to week. I adjust coaching philosophy each week to fit the opponent. If it’s a run heavy team I run my slider towards the left for run defense and vice versa with pass heavy teams. My defensive starters are almost all 90 and above so talent isn’t an issue but somehow I get torched every game for 40 points or so. I have experimented with the aggressive slider between 50-70 but I can’t find a sweet spot. Should I go less than 50 on aggressive or higher than 70? I have substitutions at 50. With top notch talent I’m going 8-4 every year and finishing outside the top 25 all because of my defense. I don’t know if it’s because of my defensive coordinator and if it is I don’t know of a way to fire him. Any help would be appreciated.

My daughter (just turned 4) is a gregarious social butterfly with making friends, shows signs of being very smart (with things like writing her name, sounding out words, having a good memory for learning facts and songs), and is vigorous and strong when it comes to playing climbing and running around. Her emotional self regulation isn’t so great (tantrums when she’s tired or frustrated), but it’s getting better because of stuff like talking with her about feelings and how to calm herself down (take deep breaths, say how you feel instead of throwing or hitting), as well as positive reinforcement / reward for good behavior and time outs for bad behavior. She’s a joy to be with and my wife and I are head over heels in love with her.
Ever since I became a dad, I’ve had a fire lit under my ass to make more money and to do better in my career. Raising a kid is expensive, and the cost of everything is going up like crazy. I’ve gotten two promotions in the past four years, and worked a bunch of overtime, and I’m probably going to keep going for a promotion every couple of years as long as I can — in other words, I’m going to keep learning and building higher and won’t be able to just “coast” and relax in the job position I’m in for very long. Right now I’m working from home (thank goodness!) but it’s still hard work and very mentally demanding.
When I’m not working, I’m usually being with my daughter, or doing household chores or taking care of bills and such. My one hobby is that I do try to exercise as close to daily as possible — usually before my daughter wakes up, or sometimes during my lunch break from work or after my daughter goes to bed or even just some push-ups between work tasks. No gym membership (I don’t have the time or the disposable income for it), just old school body weight exercises, and occasionally running or jumping rope. It helps me to feel more confident, and more tough like I can handle the challenges of life. It’s very possible that I won’t be able to retire until my 70’s, and so I want to stay strong and healthy for as long as possible so I can provide for my family. Rather than complain about that, I’d rather just accept it and say “well if I’m still doing a mentally difficult job in my 70s, and exercising daily, I’m not going to be at risk of dementia for a long time. This is my path.”
I’m very aware that my daughter is going to be growing up in a world where there’s economic uncertainty and she’ll have to compete for opportunities in education and career. There are parents who really push their kids to be achievers — some families to an abusive degree like “you have three options: doctor, lawyer, or disgrace to the family” — and their kids are going to be competing with her for the same opportunities.
I want my daughter to learn discipline and hard work. I also want her to be emotionally healthy and balanced — not be someone who is an overachiever and perfectionist because they think they will never be good enough to win their parents’ love. And I want her to have a happy childhood.
Anyone have tips on how to do all that? And about how to not burden my daughter with all my emotional baggage about money, achievement, and career?
So far, I’ve been trying to reach good lessons, skills, and attitudes while mostly making things fun and not too serious. I want her to develop the intrinsic motivation where she loves learning, enjoys reading, and appreciates working hard at things and getting better at them.
So far, I’m seeing positive signs: She loves story time with mommy before bedtime. She goes to look at books herself sometimes during quiet time. We go to the playground and when she is climbing something difficult, she uses positive self talk to encourage herself (“I can be brave, I can do hard things.”). I also see the shadow side: the times when she has made a mistake drawing a letter, and she broke down crying about it.
Tips, thoughts, encouragement, and your own experiences are all welcome.

Pat Robertson, host of the '700 Club,' dies at 93 (nypost.com)
You know those wildfires up in Canada that are smogging up half the US?
You know who done it and why, according to him.
Hurricanes, Homosexuality, and Belief in the Hand of God Psychology Today
So, here is a Biblical passage that you might give proper respect to the Creator and one of his creations:

Then the Lord spoke to Samuel, "I regret having made Saul king, for he has turned from me and not kept my command." At this Samuel grew angry and cried out to the Lord all night.

--1 Samuel 10-11
When Samuel went to confront Saul and accused him of taking spoils, Saul admitted it and said he was using it to sacrifice to the Lord. "Does the Lord so delight in holocausts and sacrifices as in obedience to the command of the Lord? Obedience is better than sacrifice."
Saul sought forgiveness and redemption,, which Samuel accepted. Saul then met David after David slew Goliath, and David met Saul's son Jonathan, who feel in love with David. Saul fell into disfavor again, and he and his son were killed in battle, with David becoming the next king, but David did not weep silently, and mourned Jonathan as someone he loved more than any woman.
The thing that Pat Robertson could never understand is that life goes on. There is always another reckoning. God has always given mankind another word. That allowance has often made an impact. We are in an age where gay marriage is accepted as if nothing, entirely irrelevant in today's culture wars. All the hurricanes and fires in the world cannot change that.
I am happy he is retired and I suppose it's a good thing he's getting another mission now. Sometimes the bad guys die peacefully. Such is the way of the world.

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Games that I want most currently: Bug Fables, Oaken, Chernobylite, Vanaris Tactics, Miasma Chronicles and Dreamscaper
My full wishlist is below, but I will consider other games that I don't know about/aren't on the list. I really like to play Roguelites, RPGs, Strategy, Card games, and certain sims.
I also have some games on the EA Store, if you're interested just ask.
Tradeable:

• 112 Operator
  
• 911 Operator
  
• A Blind Legend
  
• Agent in Depth
  
• Aground
  
• Alchemist's Castle
  
• Anomaly Warzone Earth
  
• Arcade Spirits
  
• Autonauts
  
• Backbone
  
• Beasts of Maravilla Island
  
• Book of Demons
  
• Boyfriend Dungeon
  
• Builder Simulator
  
• Calico
  
• Celeste
  
• Chivalry: Medieval Warfare
  
• Cook, Serve, Delicious!
  
• Cosmic Express
  
• Crysis 2 Maximum Edition
  
• Curse of the Dead Gods
  
• Curse: The Eye of Isis
  
• Dead Age
  
• Death Squared
  
• Detached: Non-VR Edition
  
• Dicey Dungeons
  
• Dishonored
  
• DOOM 64
  
• Doughlings: Arcade
  
• Doughlings: Invasion
  
• Dustforce
  
• Edge
  
• Eternal Threads
  
• Evan's Remains
  
• Farming Simulator 17
  
• Field of Glory II
  
• Firegirl: Hack 'n Splash Rescue
  
• Five Dates
  
• Frick, Inc.
  
• Get In The Car, Loser!
  
• Ghostrunner
  
• Ghostwire: Tokyo
  
• Golden Light
  
• GRIME
  
• Growing Up
  
• Guilty Gear X2 #Reload
  
• Guns & Fishes
  
• Harmony's Odyssey
  
• Honey, I Joined a Cult
  
• Izmir: An Independence Simulator
  
• Just King
  
• Kingdom Two Crowns
  
• Lighthouse Keeper
  
• Luck be a Landlord
  
• Lucy -The Eternity She Wished For-
  
• Lust from Beyond: M Edition
  
• Mail Mole
  
• Medal of Honor(TM) Single Player
  
• MegaRace 1
  
• MegaRace 2
  
• Meow Express
  
• MirrorMoon EP
  
• Monaco
  
• Nomad Survival
  
• Non-Stop Raiders
  
• Orbital Racer
  
• Osmos
  
• Out of Space
  
• PAYDAY 2
  
• Perfect
  
• Pill Baby
  
• Pixross
  
• Planet TD
  
• Porcunipine
  
• Project Chemistry
  
• Quadrata
  
• Re:Call
  
• Rebel Galaxy
  
• Red Faction: Armageddon
  
• Remnants of Naezith
  
• Safety First!
  
• Slime-san
  
• Songbringer
  
• Soul Axiom Rebooted
  
• Soul Searching
  
• Soulblight
  
• Soulflow
  
• Space Crew: Legendary Edition
  
• Spiritfarer®: Farewell Edition
  
• Stacking
  
• StarCrossed
  
• Steel Rats
  
• Stick Fight: The Game
  
• stikir
  
• STONE
  
• Stygian: Reign of the Old Ones
  
• Super Lesbian Animal RPG
  
• Survivalist
  
• SWINE HD Remaster
  
• System Shock 2
  
• System Shock: Enhanced Edition
  
• Teacup
  
• The Amazing American Circus
  
• The Enchanted Cave 2
  
• The Forest Cathedral
  
• The Inner World
  
• The Wild Eight
  
• Ticket to Ride
  
• Turbo Golf Racing
  
• Turok
  
• Voyage: Journey to the Moon
  
• Warhammer 40,000: Gladius - Relics of War
  
• White Day: A Labyrinth Named School
  
• World of Goo
  
• Worms Rumble
  
• Wounded - The Beginning
  
• 🧠 OUT OF THE BOX
  

Wishlist:

• Absinthia
  
• AETHERIS
  
• Aethermancer
  
• Age of Wonders 4
  
• Alchemia: Creatio Ex Nihilo
  
• Angkara: The Horde
  
• Arcadian Atlas
  
• Archmage Rises
  
• ARIA CHRONICLE Amazon
  
• ARIA CHRONICLE Invoker
  
• ARIA CHRONICLE NECROKNIGHT
  
• Ash of Gods: The Way
  
• Astrea
  
• Backpack Hero
  
• Baldur's Gate 3
  
• Before Your Eyes
  
• Beloved Rapture
  
• Braid
  
• BRAVELY DEFAULT II
  
• Bravery and Greed
  
• Brutal Orchestra
  
• Bug Fables: The Everlasting Sapling
  
• Capes
  
• Card Shark
  
• Cassette Beasts
  
• Castle Of Alchemists
  
• Castle of the Underdogs : Episode 1
  
• Cataclismo
  
• Chernobylite Enhanced Edition
  
• Colony Ship: A Post-Earth Role Playing Game
  
• Crimson Tactics: The Rise of The White Banner
  
• Curious Expedition 2
  
• Cygnus
  
• Dark Quest 3
  
• Dead Cells
  
• Demiurges
  
• Demonschool
  
• Depersonalization
  
• Devil's Deck 恶魔秘境
  
• Dice & Dungeons
  
• Dice Hero: The Unoriginal Story
  
• Die in the Dungeon
  
• Diplomacy is Not an Option
  
• Disgaea 6 Complete
  
• Draft of Darkness
  
• Dreadful River
  
• Dream Tactics
  
• Dreamscaper
  
• Dungeon Alchemist
  
• Dungeon Drafters
  
• Dungeons of Aether
  
• Dungeons of Voidria
  
• Eden's Last Sunrise
  
• Epic Battle Fantasy 5
  
• Fabledom
  
• Farthest Frontier
  
• FINAL FANTASY VII REMAKE INTERGRADE
  
• For The King II
  
• For The Warp
  
• Fortune-499
  
• Full Circle
  
• God Of Weapons
  
• Golfinite
  
• Grand Arms: March of the Red Dragon
  
• Gunfire Reborn - Visitors of Spirit Realm
  
• Hades II
  
• HELLCARD
  
• Hero’s Hour - Rogue Realms
  
• Hex of the Lich
  
• Hexrogue
  
• Himeko Sutori
  
• Hogwarts Legacy
  
• Horizon's Gate
  
• I Was a Teenage Exocolonist
  
• Ignited Steel
  
• Immortal Tactics: War of the Eternals
  
• IMMORTALITY
  
• Infested Fortress
  
• Infinite Mana
  
• Intergalactic Pawn Shop
  
• Jagged Alliance 3
  
• Keylocker Turn Based Cyberpunk Action
  
• Kingdoms of the Dump
  
• Knock on the Coffin Lid
  
• Labyrinth of Refrain: Coven of Dusk
  
• Lakeburg Legacies
  
• LakeSide
  
• Lost In Fantaland
  
• Marvel's Spider-Man: Miles Morales
  
• MatchR
  
• Mercenaries Rebirth
  
• Miasma Chronicles
  
• Monster Roadtrip Hitchhiker Pack - Oz & Amira
  
• Netherguild
  
• News Tower
  
• Night Book
  
• Night Trap - 25th Anniversary Edition
  
• Nightmare Reaper
  
• Nordic Ashes
  
• Oaken
  
• OCTOPATH TRAVELER II
  
• Pacific Drive
  
• Perfect Round Disc Golf
  
• Phantom Brigade
  
• Quartet
  
• Ravage Road
  
• Ravenswatch
  
• REMORE: INFESTED KINGDOM
  
• Ring of Fire: Search for a Killer
  
• Rising Lords
  
• Rogue Dungeon
  
• Rogue Legacy 2
  
• Roll Player
  
• SacriFire
  
• SaGa Frontier Remastered
  
• Sea of Stars
  
• Shadows of Forbidden Gods
  
• Shadows Over Loathing
  
• Shattered Heaven
  
• Shores Unknown
  
• Shotgun King: The Final Checkmate
  
• Showgunners
  
• Sigil of the Magi
  
• Sky Oceans: Wings for Hire
  
• Slaves of Magic
  
• SOULVARS
  
• Spelldrifter
  
• Spire of Glory
  
• Spiritlink Tactics
  
• STAR OCEAN THE DIVINE FORCE
  
• SteamWorld Build
  
• Stones Keeper
  
• Suikoden I&II HD Remaster Gate Rune and Dunan Unification Wars
  
• Super Fantasy Kingdom
  
• TaleSpire
  
• Tape to Tape
  
• Ten Dates
  
• Ten Thousand Coins: The Golden Merchant
  
• Terra Nil
  
• TerraScape
  
• The DioField Chronicle
  
• The Dragoness: Command of the Flame
  
• The Dungeon Of Naheulbeuk - Back To The Futon
  
• The Last Starship
  
• The Oregon Trail
  
• The Pale Beyond
  
• The Simulacrum
  
• The Thaumaturge
  
• The Wandering Village
  
• Tiny Bookshop
  
• Together in Battle
  
• Tower Tactics: Liberation
  
• Towers Deck
  
• TRIANGLE STRATEGY
  
• Twilight Wars
  
• Tyrant's Blessing
  
• Unboxing the Cryptic Killer
  
• Untamed Tactics
  
• Vagrus - The Riven Realms
  
• VALKYRIE ELYSIUM
  
• Vampire Survivors: Legacy of the Moonspell
  
• Vampire Survivors: Tides of the Foscari
  
• Vanaris Tactics
  
• Vestaria Saga I: War of the Scions
  
• Vestaria Saga II: The Sacred Sword of Silvanister
  
• Void Marauders
  
• Voor de kroon
  
• Wandering Sword
  
• Whisker Squadron
  
• Whisper Mountain Outbreak
  
• Witchbrook
  
• Writer's Block
  
• Yaengard
  
• Zelter
  
• ＲＰＧタイム！～ライトの伝説～
  

There's talk about putting me on PIP (performance improvement plan). I'm expecting a termination soon.
But I don't want to resign since I would have to return the relocation bonus they gave me. It's a large amount.
I'm anyway planning for higher studies so I don't mind the termination, actually hoping for it since I hate my current team.
So what will happen if I choose to be fired instead of resigning?